15 Nov '08...Monday...alone in dis cubic room....arghhh...wat a frustrated feelin'..

my friend was transferred...a CLOSE one...really...gosh, i'm so sad....

and me...i need to do all the task all alone...well, here i am. doing all these thing while listening to MJ song - You are not alone...8 months wif him, there was a lot of thing that we're shared together...laughing, crying ---> dis part was only me...i'm a bit cry baby...though...

singing crazily ---> sometime when get tense up with all the workload..this was the best thing to release with...hahaha..and even when my heart broke for a 6 years relationship, he was there..sitting beside me to calm me down...

when my car smashed by stupid jerk on d road, i was so devastated...angry, sad, speechless...and this feeling was mix around..i was like a frozen ice! he was d one who help me out...bring me here and there to fix the car...hold me..

when i hv a flight to catch up...and the time was so close..he's d one who runs me to d airport...sneak out from d dept in order to drove me bcoz it only me who take time off from boss..

when i'm not having my lunch...he babbling around to make sure that i ate my lunch...

whenever he was sleepy due to his heavy lunch...he use to tease me up so i get angry...

he was my ONE & ONLY friend who dunno to sort up the calendar month...funny isn't...

...and now...looking at his empty desktop...(sigh)...i was almost cry..OMG.

Thanks a lot dear friend...seriously, i'm going to miss u a lot..

Hey...u know wat, i will remember dat song dat u love to sang out loud...Speak Softly Love..by Andy William..

wHen u expect for eVeryThing, u gEt nOthing!

it's been for a long time i didnt pay a visit to my blog..kinda busy..well i'm not a kind of blogger person..but i sketch down to release watever feeling that i have...sort of "lepas tensen" for me...

It's already november...since july...ermm...take 'bout 4  months...of coz there a lot of thing happen for the past 4 months...life so bittersweet...isn't..?

Today...i sit down in front of my desktop...listening to my fav song...Richard Mark - Right here waiting...this was kinda song that i will played on whenever i'm feeling a bit down...more than that i guess...ermmm...

I learned 'bout the phrases when things happen on last 4 months...something that i've been keeping for the past 6 years...finally come to it end...didnt expect it to happen...but life need to go on isn't...? of coz it hard..well, i guess i'm lucky enough to have a friend who always be there supporting me...i have a shoulder  to cry on...i'm doing lots of thing...just to keep me away from  the feeling...Now..i guess i'm ok...sort of...

Malays ancient say...patah tumbuh hilang berganti...yeah...i guess so...last night i have a deep thought of it....for now...i'm just let it go with the flow...i expect  for nothing...i'm too tired to think of the thing that i've no idea wat the outcome will be...the only hope that i have was praying for a happy ending story for all of these thing...

31st Panasonic Sports Carnival - Opening Ceremony on 5th July 08

I got the pics from Sara last night....OMG...look like i'm very "chubby"....---> INTENSIVE DIET is a MUST.

At first, i've not decided whether to come or not...as there no one to accompany me..sara of coz will be busy for her preparation...so i decided to sit at home and watching TV...on a way to her car, by a glimpse i heard that she said to me that she will get her friend to accompany me..

At 7.15pm...someone or so called Sara's friends; Aldrine...invite me to the opening ceremony...said that will fetch me up at 7.45pm.. We reached at the ceremony at 8.30pm...the place was really congested...there's no place to park the car..we decided to park on a side road...then take a walk to the stadium...this ceremony will be begin at 8.00pm...sharp...i'm worried that we'll be late for the firework show...hehehe..i llove firework..cant wait for christmas & new year!! again!

Sara was in 2nd contigent...holding a PEDMA's placard...one of Panasonic subsidiary...hahahha...easily to recognise her due to her black "tudung"...hehehe...the ceremony are ok...we manage to watch the firework show althought a bit late...yayyyyy!...

jauhnyer...x nampak sgt...

mE maseLf...Ald...Sara

mE maseLf...Ald...zUbir...saRa

...matShushita cRew...

I've played this song repeatedly since morning....I just really love the melody...the lyric...plus it was sang by my idol singer...Celine Dion... -------> my fav song when my friends & i went for k-ok.. 

speaks 'bout k-ok...i remember when one of my friend has recorded it during my k-ok session..hahahha...she make it as her caller ring tone...hahahaha....

The Power of Love - this is the song that would be on My Wedding Day...for sure!

So sweet...isn't...?

THE POWER OF LOVE

The whispers in the morning
Of lovers sleeping tight
Are rolling like thunder now
As I look in your eyes
I hold on to your body
And feel each move you make
Your voice is warm and tender
A love that I could not forsake

[first chorus]
'Cause I am your lady
And you are my man
Whenever you reach for me
I'll do all that I can

Lost is how I'm feeling lying in your arms
When the world outside's too
Much to take
That all ends when I'm with you

Even though there may be times
It seems I'm far away
Never wonder where I am
'Cause I am always by your side

'Cause I am your lady
And you are my man
Whenever you reach for me
I'll do all that I can

[second chorus]
We're heading for something
Somewhere I've never been
Sometimes I am frightened
But I'm ready to learn
Of the power of love

The sound of your heart beating
Made it clear
Suddenly the feeling that I can't go on
Is light years away

'Cause I am your lady
And you are my man
Whenever you reach for me
I'll do all that I can

We're heading for something
Somewhere I've never been
Sometimes I am frightened
But I'm ready to learn
Of the power of love

I'm back...too busy to update my blog... finally steal a moment of my spare time today just to update my "Suerayahawa - a story of a lifetime in a heartbeat of Sue".

My besday...25th June 2008 - i'm turn 24 dis year....it was really fast...ma family dh start nag me 'bout bila la i nk get married....!! gosh...i'm still young though... never thought of it yet....plus...hard to find my true Mr Right!...wish i could met! ahaks....

12midnite...as usual...Andy Mc D still on top of my "First Birthday Wish"...  wake me up & wish me "Happy Besday...bile nk banje Secret Recipe??" ---> hello Mr Andy Mc D....i'm the besday girl ok.....anyway..thanks Andy Mc D...for still remember my besday although it has been 2 years we never meet..

Also..there was a "pencalonan baru" this year on my "Besday Wish"...my new friends from Kelisa Club!...wish me besday around 6.00am on 25th morning...damn early babe! sajer nk kenakan i supaya bangun awal this 25th June...

KFC Besday's Moment - Me & Sara....25th June 08

I get my fav BIG Cheesy Wedges & Soft Drink for free!!! hihihihihi...there's a guys from KFC crew...we thought it was just a joke..."i'll treat you.." ---> then...taraaa...my fav big cheesy was serve on the tray..then he said..."just quickly bring it to ur table...otherwise others customer will see it..." anyways...thanks to the KFC's guy...u've just create one highlighted memory on my besday this year..forgot to ask what his name!

Me & ma KFC's Besday Moment!

Sara......

a TreaT from KFC's guy! hihihi..

28th June 08 - Sepi The Movie

http://www.sepithemovie.com/index2.html ----> chect it out! cool!!

We head up to Jusco Bukit Raja around 7.00pm to catch this Sepi the Movie...but manage to get the show at 9.30pm..."Sepi" is another one of Khabir Batia's masterpiece that spins three stories with the same theme in common, loneliness. It is a film about the story of a chef named Adam (Afdlin Shauki) stuck in the singledom trying to find a wife, a shoe factory owner, Sufi (Tony Eusoff) who runs to recover from the loss of his wife due to an unexpected car crash, and there's Imaan (Baizura Kahar), a college girl and script writer for the theater who carries a strong memory of her past that should be left behind.

At first, i was thought that this movie was kinda boring just like a normal teledrama that i watch on tv series..."jgn aku ngantuk dh..." that was i said to Chik & Sara..We bought 3 Soft Drink & wat else...a pop corn of coz...so hungry! cant wait for the movie to start..Sara & Chik "munch" on the pop corn! hahaha!

Craving for fOOd!!

Our "sEpi" moment!

Our "sEpi" moment! again!

the movie runs near to 2 hours...really enjoyed the movie so much...its feel worth on every penny and nanosecond that i spent sitting in the comfortable seats of the cinema hall...the cast are outstanding..the story line...the dreamy scenery and the soundtrack...---> i love the soundtrack very2 much...i get it download up to my Hphone!...dunno how many time i've play it repeatedly till i get sleep on every night...hihihihi

This film does not, in any way, contain the typical dialogue i'm usually experience in other Malay movies..thats make me feel sleepy to watch it..Its was amazing to find that the  dramatic camera angles in this film that make me feel actually in the movie...!....ahaks... 

Dear Khabir Batia....u really change my negative thought in Malay movie ever...congrate to him by create such a "cool" movie like this...

Dearest Sara...thanks a lot....my besday gift...cute teddy bear...!! While waiting for the movie to start..we get into one of the gift shop...then she whispered to me. "Pick up which one do u like...." What?? did i hear it wrong...? yayyyy!!!... i just dunno which one that i love the most...all of them are cute! Here was my besday give! taraaaa....cute!! i put it at the back of my car seat....it will accompany me wherever i go...thank u so much...I named this teddy bear as " Sara"...!

cUte liTtle SaRa!

29th June 08 - Kuala Gandah, Pahang ---> Elephant Orphanage Sanctuary

It was one of my company sport club xtvt... the trip was really fun...catch my memory at Kuala Gandah - The Elephant Orphanage Sanctuary...the place where i learn the phrase..."Fat is Beautiful"....yes it true..they are beautiful..seeing all this elephant...i was so touch when i heard the story there were killed to get their ivory..

i touch it for the 1st time!!

Mr Big Man Lunch tiMe!!

Yayyy!!...dia makan..dia makan!

Ride Mr Big for a very 1st time!

fAces of nature lovEr!

Mr Big Man shower time!

kiter guna sabun..tp mr big man ni guna pasir! hihihi!

i saw one of the sanctuary staff was feeding the baby elephant. i came closer. then she ask me whether i wanted to give a try...yes! of coZ! It was so cute..this baby was about 7 months old...

the trip near to it end...catch up a memory wif my comp cliq...Nationwide Express Courier Services Berhad's staff..

Just found this cool website from my friend's facebook...cool!!

yee haa...my celebrity look alike...OMG..JEssica Alba..r u kidding me??? klakar la pula rasanya..hihihihih..actress korea yg Full House tu pun ader...whaalaaa weiii....Song Hye Kyo!! muuuahhhh!

MyHeritage: Family trees - Genealogy - Celebrities

yee haa!! less than 8 hours, i'll become older 1 year...thing happen quite fast...It's june again..but in another year..

Last year on d same date as today, i was bz preparing all d stuff for the party on midnite...but today, 24th June 08; i'm still infront of my desktop; and here i am...blogging.. seems dat more older u r, the lesser in fun u'll get..well is it?? maybe it our surrounding...friend maybe... talking 'bout friend; all my close friend are bz with their own life..some of them are married...to do some sort of giler2 things just like before is impossible..nk jumpa pun susah...but for the past 4 months..i've been close with 2 friends..well, i hope it soon to be a friend 4 ever..hope so..

cant wait who will be the 1st wisher on my besday nite this year...hahahha..

Last Friday night - 20th May - went for K-Ok wif cHik at Summit ---->sakit anak tekak menjerit...release tension! After dat, we drove over to KL------> saja nk jenjalan...see d heart of Malaysia on midnite...huhuhu.. we reached back at Shah Alam around 2.30am......lapaq plak rasanyer perut ni...we went for supper at Zul Yahya cafe...

                     Menu :

                     Sue  ===  Mi Rebus Kuah Ketam  -----> erkk...ok la..not really mi rebus..more to mi rojak la i think.

                     Chik ==Tomyam Sotong ---------> Marvellous! Oishiii!

NICE! Just got my KelisaClub sticker install on my windscreen on saturday..meet up with 2 guys from Kelisa Club ---- McD Fm & Coure Rs...they r very friendly---> althought it's 1st time we meet... they help me to install it on my screen...and...here was my new sticker...taraaa....whaalaa weii...cun!

m@ fish 1st Night with neW stIcker...blurrr la pula..

whaalaa weii...cun!!!

fronT view  ---> just chAnge my wiPer blaDe..cost me RM26..perghh..mahal. cina kedai tu kater high kualiti..haRap2 ler...